I Am So Wrong

Pop! It suddenly burst through my sanity. I have mixed feelings that this isn't supposed to happen. I*** text this morning and offered his heart. And I was like in shock...so SOOONNNNN! I am happy but then the guilt harboured. Rasa suka tiba-tiba pudarrrr...and macam tersembul di fikiran, saya bukanlah suka sangat pun sama dia. I still love my own faith. Kita cuma kawan bah...kawan dulu 2,3 bulan...2,3 tahun...baru kita decide where we are heading to. Does God (my God) want us to be united or apart.