I keep thinking about him again lately. When I was thinking of him the other day, he did call when I turned off the phone. Why should he call again after all the efforts I've done to let the memory slip away. And now that I cannot stop thinking about him, is the same goes to him? Does he think a lot about me, too? This is really insane. How could I ever think of another woman's husband? Frankly, I really hope that I would find another man the soonest, please....
Kadang-kadang ada intention that mao jadi gila-gilaan dan mengacau rumahtangga orang. Macamana ya rasanya jadi mean? Nasib kewarasan masih 60% jadi niat terbatal serta merta. Haaahahahaha...(ketawa bad witch!).
Dulu saya pernah ada persepsi yang sangat gila jika seorang lelaki boleh jatuh cinta dengan perempuan 10tahun lebih tua darinya...until....saya mengalaminya sendiri. Tapi saya tetap hairan, apa yang menarik pada wanita 10-years gap pada seorang pemuda?
Kalaulah future ni saya boleh plan macam saya plan rancangan aktiviti harian di tabika, saya akan buat skrip macam ni: Mode jahat - they will never bear an heir of their own so...si lelaki akan cari another wife. Angelic mode - saya memberi impak yang mendalam baginya that he will named their daughter after my name. Hahahaha.....!
But then, actually I really hate him, he lied a lot to me. I know. So, even if we still keep in touch sometime, I shall lie to him.... I lie and I lie and I exaggerate.... and tell superstitous.... I shall never reveal whatever achievement I surpass... so..., you think I am all the angelic-demure lady? Now, you would encounter the witch side of me. We're history after all.
Tapi saya tetap benci sama kauuuuu..... Buang sahabat!
No comments:
Post a Comment